I miss you all. I had to come back to this one to see how you all are going.
Please add my new account. I feel so lonely on my new one, all you guys have been so good to me over the years.
I promise to add all of you again.
This way its just easier. My new account is synystersmamy


yeah.. I think you get the point. please add me.

ok... so instead of leaving, I thought I might start fresh, I might put a few of my old things up, but mostly all new crap. So, if you want, add me, I'll be sure to re-add you guys.

I'm leaving D.A.
I find that after a while. visiting this site becomes a chore.
Almost a cult, you thrive just to see if you got a Daily Deviation. You push to see your work on the front page, well, I'm sick of it. Mines never going to get up there anyway, and people stop commenting, people have lost the true meaning of art. I understand a fave means you like it, but what about it do you like...???
No body will know that if all there is is just faves.

Well, I bid you farewell d.a. Have fun. I will.
Adios.

Yeah, P.S: If you comment, I"m sorry, but if you comment I will be unable to reply. as I will be gone.

BYE

yours sincerely
SMAMY

I think I have a mild case of depression, well I’ve never admitted it or experienced it so I don’t know if it’s mild or not, and I’m too chicken to go see a counselor.

Adolescence is supposed to be this happy time and we’re supposed to go on about how great life is, like we’ve got everything going for us. The thing is I have, I have a great life. But that’s the problem, I don’t have anything to get angry about, I don’t have anything, or anyone to cry over, because my life is so 'erfect'.

I have all these bottled up emotions which I have no way of expressing. It’s just eating away at me. God I sound emo. I just get so pissed off at little things, and then my parents get all frustrated at me because I crack the “sads”. They don’t realize that I need the time to sook, and be pissy, just to let it all out. The stupid thing is, I have no idea where all these emotions are coming from, They’re just there. I need a way of letting them all out.

I wear a mask. A mask of a happy comedian who smiles and makes people laugh, but I feel as if on the inside I’m just a depressive, emotionally unstable person, who just needs to let it all fucking out and to cry.

I don't know what to do. Please. I'm desperate on what to do. I just need an answer.

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